Hollow Thoughts

Why is it hard to be happy when things are going alot better in your life than they had for years before? Is being in a constant state of unhappiness and suffering that fulfilling? Why now, when many things in my life haved changed for the better, in many extreme ways, do I still feel so blah? Is it the constant rain, is it the same idiotic idolizing people I see day after day? Hell, I don't know, I wish I did, then I could fix that shit. I know being happy and satisfied is something we all strive for and seek out, but is it really possible? Hmmm, I just don't know.